Sunday, December 20, 2009

Gile?

FEELING EXTRA CRAZY
betol ckp Elyas aku gile...
hahahahhah~
tak boleh betol lah duduk diam2 x buat ape2...
aku jadi gile!!!
jika ade sesiape nk aku menyemak dalam hidup mereka..
contect aku ekh..aku boring!!!
hahahaha~

Farah Fathiyah

Farah... Farah.. tak mau lah tention2... kau kan nak focus kat your study.. nanti kalau tention kau susah nak focus... + kalau tention2 nanti cepat TUE... kau nak ke aku panggil kau GRAND2??? misti tak mau kn... so jgn tention...kalau org buat kau sakit hati, kau just jauhkan diri dari org2 itu... org2 mcm tue mmg x bergune dlm idup.. ingat dye org BAGUS sgt!! aku lg BAGUS!!! (gurau jek) hahahhahahha~

dah2 jgn tention2 lg ok...

Monkeys

-MONYET-



Monyet... Monyet.... Monyet...
seekor haiwan yang unik yang diciptakan oleh Allah...
mempunyai banyak persamaan nye dgn manusia...
yang membezakan nye ialah akal fikiran....
yang paling penting MONYET sangat COMEL!!!!!


kalau boleh teringin nak ade seekor...
huhuhuhu~

Saturday, December 19, 2009

The one I love


she's the one who keep giving me inspiration in life....she's the one that i've love with all my heart...she's the one who make me a better man...she's the one that I would love to live my life with....

Sunday, December 13, 2009

syukur


TUHAN aku memang bersyukur dengan ujian mu kali ini. Aku sedar sekarang bahawa engkau memang tidak mengizinkan aku untuk berkawan dengan sekalian hambamu yang lain. Aku tahu, sesungguhnya aku memang seorang yang paling hina disisimu. Aku wlah dengan ujian mu ini tuhanku.
Sekeping hati yang rapuh yang dikau kurniakan kepadaku tujuh belas tahun yang lalu, kini hancur menjadi debu halus yang kini telah jauh terdampar di saharah. Seorang insan yang telah aku letakan seluruh iman ku kepadanya telah berjaya membuat hati ku yang rapuh ini hancur menjadi debu.
Aku kini hilang arah dan nur cahaya darimu. Kini aku merasakan bahawa duniaku sudah menjadi gelap kembali. Jika dulu ianya diterangi oleh sinar persahabatan, kini sinaritu sudah hilang tanpa diriku sendiri mengetahui apa punca nya.
Kini aku akan melayari kehidupan ku dalam kegelapan yang telah engkau takdirkan. Aku tidak mahu lagi mencari sinar persahabatan dalam hidup ini. Biarlah hati yang remuk ini dirawat tanpa ada sebarang cahaya. Aku tidak sanggup lagi untuk membiarkan hati yang rapuh ini kembali menjadi debu angkara sinar persahabatan yang palsu.

Memang aku sedar aku siapa..
Aku tak lah sebaik kau org semua..
Mmg aku selalu abaikn tanggung jawab aku sebagai seorang muslim...
Memamng aku layak terima bnd nie semua..

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Friend


Each and every one of us has friends in our life. They are the people who are always there when ever we need them. The friends that we know it could be from our childhood age until the end of our life or maybe it could be someone that you know along your journey in life. Who ever they are, friends are really important in our life especially when you are a teenager. Friends come and go as they pleas. We don’t have the power to control them, but we have the brains that can be used preserve them. Friends are like our own souls, who share the same body. We need them to live this life. Without them life is empty and meaningless. True friends are those who are always there to share stories in life, our experience, problems. They are always there to motivate us when we are feeling down and to share all the happiness and success in our life. They are the person who we can trust to keep all of our secrets and they are those people who are willing to be a good guider or teacher in our life.
A true friendship should be built with a strong foundation to ensure that it’s strong enough to face the obstacle in life. Trust, tolerance, sincerity, and understanding are some of the ingredients to build a strong friendship in our life. Friendship should be nurtured with good care to ensure a good impact in our life. Friendship that is built in the right way could bring us many benefits that can make your life better. Friendship also can be the cause of disasters in our life. Even a good person could turn into bad if he or she can’t manage his own friendship. In life friends are the place where we go to find answers when we are facing problems or question in life. They are like a teacher to us. But not every person could be a good friend. There are some people out there who love to help and give relevant answer as friends and help his friends to achieve success in life, but there are also some “friends” who love to see his friend’s having disasters in his life. Those are the people who do not deserve to have friends in life.
In life did you ever ask your self why do we are easily influenced by our friends? The answer must be no. teenagers are the person who is easily influenced by their friends, but why? Is there any adult trying to advise the wrong things that they are doing? Most of the teenagers who involved in many social problems such as drugs abuse, pre-marital sex and smoking usually are facing problems at home. Teenagers that are facing problems at home such as their parents being divorced and maybe their parents are neglecting them are those who is easily influenced by negative things that their friends are doing. When both their parents are ignoring them, there are no other adult who is going to advise them about their action. This situation will make the teenagers to be dared enough to do all the negative activities. Nowadays we can see many teenagers are brave enough to smoke at public places without feeling scared of the law and the police. If we read the news paper recently, there a lot of stories about young teenagers being caught doing pre-marital sex at hotel or motel or even worst in bushes or any place where they will have the chance to have sex.
Regarding this matter who should be blamed? Is it the parents? Or is it the community? Or is it your friends? Each and every one of them is responsible, but most of the blame will go to Friends and Parents. Parents and friends they are the person that is supposed to be there to advise and guide you to be a better person. Parents as an adult should never neglect their responsibilities to educate their children in becoming a good person. They should always be concerned about what is happening to their children rather then just sit back and wait until there is a complaint about their child. If they have the thought to do that, then the future of their children will never be a success. If their children is involved in such a social problems then it’s already too late to change them. They will only rebel upon what you are saying and doing.
In detrmining who is wrong in this situation, actually friends are the one should be pointed. This is because as friend you should never teach your friends to do all the bad things that will mar your friend life and future. Usually a friend is like a role model in his pal life. As a role model, you are supposed to show a good example so that both your friend and you will benefits it in life. That’s why it is advisable for us to choose a good person as friends in our life so that we could get benefits from the friendship that is build.
In friendship actually there should not be any ranks. We should make friends with people in our life. Ashuman beings who have hearts and brain we can think what is the best for us. It’s not that we can’t be friends with people that have bad social status, yes we can be friends with them. But we must remember that we can’t easily be influenced by them. All the good things that they have you should take as a guide for you to build a better life and what is wrong that they are doing, you should advise them to change. Explain to them what can changes do in life. What can they be if they become a decent person. This way both of you will get the benefits from your friendship. Friends and friendships can bring thousand meanings in our life. They can change a bad person to good and it also can make bad out of good. We need to manage our friendship very well. Think before we do something and don’t just simply follow your emotion.

This article was written to someone who
was one a friend to me...
I'm sorry..

Another word

Huh~
To day I’ve learned one new thing in life…
There this charming young lady says to me this morning when I ask her about something… it’s actually regarding our relationship… I’ve said to her:

Me : “Jangan terbang tinggi, kalau jatuh akan parah”
Her : “ kalau kita tidak cuba terbang tinggi, sampai bila pun kita takut untuk mencuba.
Lagi pun kita akan dapat merasa nikmat mencuba dan berusaha”

Is true if I says that she want our relationship to go to the next level?
But I’m just not ready yet after what had just happen to me…
Losing something that you really care so mush can be such a heart breaking…

Bukan sindiran, tapi renungkan

Kata-kata untuk kau…

TAHNIAH sebab kau dah dapat apa yg kau nak…
TAHNIAH sebab kau berjaya menyingkirkan seorang sahabat dari hidup kau…
TAHNIAH sebab kau telah berjaya menjadi seorang yang sangat ego…
TAHNIAH kerana kau ni seorang yang adil…
TAHNIAH kerana kau seorang yang arif membuat keputusan…
TAHNIAH sebab keputusan yang kau lakukan tanpa meneliti setiap perinciannye telah menyebabkan ada yang terluka…
TAHNIAH sebab jawapan yang kau berikan hanya memburukan lagi keadaan…

Dan segunung ucapan TAHNIAH kepada kau sebab kau memang seorang yang unik dan sukar untuk difahami. Bukan aku tak mencuba untuk memahami kau, tapi lagi aku mencuba lagi aku rasa kau bukan apa yang aku kenal…


Biar lah bende ni menjadi pengajaran
dan renungan untuk masa hadapan...

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Cinta sang kupu-kupu

Hari ni satu ungkapan menarik telah diucapkan oleh seorang yang teramat istimewa… Ungkapan yang penuh dengan makna dan memberi seribu satu harapan baru terhadap perhubungan kami. And I hope that what she has quote will become a reality.

“cinta itu bagai kupu-kupu yang dikejar… semakin dikejar ianya terbang menjauhkan diri… tetapi apabila kita tidak mengharapkan kehadiranya, ianya akan terbang dan hinggap di segenap tubuh kita”

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Cetusan Rasa Terpendam


TUHAN, engkau berikan aku sekeping hati yang lemah hingga aku tidak pandai membela diriku. Aku sering tertindas dengan situasi. Aku mudah diperslahkan namun tidak tahu mempersalahkan orang. Aku benar-benar walah.
Wahai Tuhanku, aku mahu menjadi diri sendiri. Diri yang memiliki kekuatan dan keberanian. Diri yang mempu memberi keadilan kepada diri dan orang disekelilingku. Aku tidak mahu lagi dizalimi, aku tidak mahu diperlekeh. Ujian yang telah kau beri sepanjang tempoh setengah dekad ini benar-benar telah menguji diri ku ini. CUKUP SETAKAT INI AKU DIPERLAKU SEBEGINI!!! Aku tidak mahu orang memandangku sebelah mata. Aku mahu menjadi manusia yang hebat!
Wahai tuhanku, aku bukan para sahabat yang hidup di zaman baginda Muhammad. Aku bukan pahlawan badar dan uhud. Aku bukan para soldadu yang berjuang di medan khandaq. Namun aku mohon supaya sedikit keberanian mereka dicebisi untuk diresapkan kedalam nubariku. Tuhan aku benar-benar berjuang untuk.... untuk membangunkan diriku yang daif ini.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

A Story to Tell

Since the last 2 years… I’ve made a lot of new friends in my life…
After the tragic incident that I have with my former friends last year, I just can bear anymore to have friends in life. I thought I would never have a chance any more to have friends in my life… I was in trauma after the incident…
But these people came walking to my life when I was “down” They make me feel loved, cared and happy….
These people are my “TRUE FRIENDS”…
Now and forever in my life…

FARAH FATIYAH
Farah fatiyah a.k.a Farah. A charming young lady that is so nice to me. She keeps giving me advices in life so that I wouldn’t get caught up into negative things. She also was the one who were always there to help me and give me support when I have problems in life. She is just someone that I’ve admire so much in my life. I’ve once dream her to be part of my family, but now I guest my dream can never be fulfilled.

SYAHARIAH
Syahariah a.k.a ShaSha. She is a fine young lady that is always full of spirits. She is a person that is so confident in life. It’s such an honor for me to get the chance to know her. She always knows what she wants in life. Her confident has made me so inspired to be like her. Although she’s a girl, but her confident in life make her just in the same level as all the successful man out there.

ELYAS AFIZ
Elyas Afiz a.k.a botak. He’s my best and closest friend. A nice young man, which can be easily approach by any one. Maybe because of his friendliness makes me feel comfortable to be friend with him. We known each other since primary school actually, but back then I was arrogant snobs that never care about anyone around me; so we never talk with each other when we were in primary school. But now he is my best buddy ever. Although he has some bad habits that I don’t like, but I can’t change him so that he’ll be just what I’ve want; it’s a very selfish thing to do. He is also a well mannered person, but sometimes he can be such a pain in the back. But through out my friendship with him, I really respect him for who he is and I really appreciate him as my friend. I would never trade him with anything or asking for other person to replace his place.

FAEZ MAIZA
Faez Maiza a.k.a faez. A really charming person and he’s a really funny young guy that can make you smile. He’s an intelligent person. He’s also a person that has a really hard time to express his feelings about something. He’s a person that is always ready to learn new things in life. He’s a cheerful person and always makes me feels happy. Although we haven’t meet with each other face to face, but my instinct keep telling me that he’s a really nice person.

AHMAD ZAMER ZAHICHI
Ahmad Zamer Zahichi a.k.a zamey. A cool young guy that has all the brains in him and he’s a really humble person. He is an intelligent person, but he’s always humble with what he has. Maybe because of that attitude, it makes me feel comfortable to be friend with him. He amazed me so much because of his humble attitude. Not many people that I know have the same attitude as him. He is also a loyal person. Although there is many young girls out there who keeps drawling on him, but he’s still loyal to his beloved.

LOVE them all a lot....

SPM is over!


SPM is over!!!
Yes! After quite a long time I’ve being studying and spending my time worrying for my SPM… at last it’s over….
Now I’m focusing back with my life…
Trying to patch-up anything that have being missing or left out from my life…
Now I hope that I’m going to have enough time to build up my confident and my identity that I’ve left behind since I set my foot off MRSM Mersing ( the worst place ever in my life )…
I’ve taught of finding a job while I’m waiting for my result…
Any job will be just fine…
As long as the salary is “HALAL” for me to use…
I’ve nothing much to write…
I just feel so relief that I’ve finished SPM…
And can’t wait to find a job…
Hopefully that I’ll find a job ASAP…

I'm going to miss all my teachers...