hehehe

Awwww.. after almost 2 month we've been saperated apart, at last today I'll be going out with my best friend... YEay!!!! erghhhh~ seriously I miss the moments going out with all my best friends.. but years passes so quickly and everyone had change into a new person on their shells of life but deep down my best friend is still inside, the same person that I meet the first time.

Thinking about going out catching a movie and then having steamboat for dinner.. that is what we had plan for today, maybe in the end of the day we'll end up doing other things perhaps..

SERIOUSLY I HOPPING THAT TODAY WILL BE SUCH A GREAT DAY...

=)

Explain

huh~
yup I did say that you need to push all your problems aside till SPM...
tp aku x bermaksud nk suruh kau menjadi seorang perahsia...
you seem to be avoiding me n HER...
WHY????
Have we done anything wrong to you???
It's not fair you are treating us this way...
If we done anything that had hurt your Heart...
I'm so sorry...
but sincerely I really feel that you are pushing us a side...


*I'm so sad about what is happening to us right now... and I'm really hoping that everything will be back to normal soon...

aww.. looks like cupid had been playing around with my friends..

:)

CalNAD

Hye guys, hurmmm what to write ha? I just feel like writing something right now, but I've no idea what to share. I'm in the middle of solving my calculus assignments, errgggghhh~ after so long I haven't done any complicated figure! can you just imagine how hard it is... hahah~ but I'm trying to love the subject from now on ( I have too, even life is like math.. full of problems but there is always a way to solve it) :)

ahhhh~ let me share about a Friend that I miss so much in Kuantan.. she's actually the closest person to me and she has witness all the changes that I gone through in life. Nurul Nadia Ali Akhbar, a.k.a Nadia... I first meet her during my second week in Kuantan, thanks to Meliza (How is meliza now?). That time nadia was having lunch with her friends.

I really never expected that we gonna be such close friends, but Alhamdullilah she was the best friend that I ever had (and there are few others). Although some people are afraid to approach nadia, because some of them think that she was such a snob but I think they are just being judgemental. Never judge the book by the cover lah wehhh~ she is such a sweet and friendly person. Nadia and I usually have this kind of connections where we sometimes can read each other mind!! scary right!! but that is just us.... our friends always wonder what both of us are thinking at times.

Huurrmmmm.. how I miss her so much now. I'm really sorry nadia about what had happened but I promise you that I'll be better person and someone that will achieve his dreams one day ( cehhh~ ayat poyo)! I just can't wait to meet her this Ramadhan!! YEAHHH!!! nak lepas rindu kacau nadia!! :D :D

I got to go now, calculus is calling me..

TTYL lovelies..

:)

Classmates

My Beloved Classmates MC110

ok guys this is my classmates MC110 part 2A... We have been together since we were in semester 1 , a lot of ups and downs we had been gone through together as a class. Although most of the time we do quarel and fight among each other but that is the key to our close bonding now guys. Seriously I will miss you guys if anything odd to happen... LOVE YA ALL...

:D

A Friend

I miss writing so much, it has been a while since I shared a piece of story about what is happening in my life. Today I would like to write about a friend, an old friend that I've meet during "Kem cuti sains MRSM" when I was in form 4. He is a really nice quite person, so contra from who I am but yet he's one of the best friend that a person would really want to have.

This is my friend, his name is Afif. He is one of the few other friends that I knew during I was in MRSM. Pfft~ how I miss MRSM so much. Currently Afif is studying at UTM skudai and he has been here in Johor for almost 1 Year already.

Since the first day he came to Johor, I didn't get the chance to meet him due to my 'hectic' schedule. What a bad friend I am. :p but, 2 days before he went back to kulim kedah, I got the chance to meet him and ask him out for dinner. We went to banafe with Teera and then we spent sometimes loitering at Singgah Selalu.

Although I think he was a bit awkward meeting me after such along time since we meet face to face with each other, but I hope he had a great evening after all. Seriously if I was been given the chance to hangout with him again, I'll plan something interesting to do with him so that he'll enjoy it.

ok lah malas nak tulis dah. Penat sebab petang tadi I went out shopping.

p/s: seriously dude you are a good friend and I hope our friendship will last forever. :D

Movie Marathon

Hye guys..

HUH~ seriously exhausted today... ahhhh~

ok2 I went out with my old friend (my senior actually) Aizad Iqram today. It has been a while actually since the last time we spent times together, maybe because I've been busy lately... Ok I went to have my breakfast first today alone because my brother is busy today. Then after I had my breakfast, I took a cab and went to City Square to meet him..

HAAAAA!!!! how I miss him sosososo MUCH!!! so then we meet. We went to watch just a movie at first. Then we didn't feel like going home early today.. so we went for a movie

marathon.. BEST KOT... we talk about a lot of things today... and guess what? Die tak jadi FLY!!! hahahah~ I'm so glad to hear about it...

En. Aizad Iqram

we had lunch at Secret's Recipe, then we had our dinner at star bucks..

hahahah~ lol!!!

tu je nk cerite.. penat, tak de mood nk menulis sangat..

later~

:)

Nothing much

It looks like everyone is leaving Kuantan today. The archiputra's is going back to their hometown right after their final test 3 paper, so it means that I'm going to be left home alone by my house mates. It serves you RIGHT akmal!!! why don't you just go back home to Johor, things will be easier then. I miss Atika and Nadia already, Just can't wait to see both of them on the 20th November at nadia's house. have nothing in mind to do today... thought of cleaning up my room with Wan Hairul, later then I think I want to go to the night market.

Btw, I had a great night last night. thanks to safuan!!! he took us (Aiman, Nori and Bert) to two awesome Food stalls here in Kuantan. Firstly, we went to Burgembira an awesome burger stall in kuantan. I had my first ever Bugermerlapan, that have three layer off beaf and cheese with a pineapple on top. It was so Fantastic!!! then we went to warung kak dah at Bukit Sekilau near the UiTM there, I just simply admire the smoothies there... It is so refreshing!!!

Hope to to this two awesome stalls again!

BFF

It has been quite some times since I last have a conversation with Farah Fathiyah, Zamer Zahinchi, Faez Maiza and Muhammad Fadhil. I miss you guys so much, do text or call me if you guys are free. I know how much things had change lately, but seriously If I did anything wrong I'm sorry...

He

Upon all the stars in dark night sky,

There will be one who always shines brightly among the others,

Almost it is looking down at you smiling,

and you know what,

That star is the one who is going to be by your side,

sailing in all your problems and guiding you through it,

and yet it is still going to shines along the night......

FAEZ MAIZA

I'm so sorry ok... I have no attention to speak about her to you... I knw it is your past... I'm just telling you abou what I feel... why is all my best are leaving me one by one.. I have no one to talk to.. you guys know me... you guys the onl person that I can talk to.... I'm so SORRY if my action in FB makes you hurt... I didn't mean it... 

Thank you so much for being there...
Farah, Sha-sha, Pika, Zamey, Nazmi, Fauzan, Aina, Fadh, Faiz, Baah n Biee.....

menghargai kau org sgt!!!!

so sorry sbb lame tak update and online....

Friend

Each and every one of us has friends in our life. They are the people who are always there when ever we need them. The friends that we know it could be from our childhood age until the end of our life or maybe it could be someone that you know along your journey in life. Who ever they are, friends are really important in our life especially when you are a teenager. Friends come and go as they pleas. We don’t have the power to control them, but we have the brains that can be used preserve them. Friends are like our own souls, who share the same body. We need them to live this life. Without them life is empty and meaningless. True friends are those who are always there to share stories in life, our experience, problems. They are always there to motivate us when we are feeling down and to share all the happiness and success in our life. They are the person who we can trust to keep all of our secrets and they are those people who are willing to be a good guider or teacher in our life.

A true friendship should be built with a strong foundation to ensure that it’s strong enough to face the obstacle in life. Trust, tolerance, sincerity, and understanding are some of the ingredients to build a strong friendship in our life. Friendship should be nurtured with good care to ensure a good impact in our life. Friendship that is built in the right way could bring us many benefits that can make your life better. Friendship also can be the cause of disasters in our life. Even a good person could turn into bad if he or she can’t manage his own friendship. In life friends are the place where we go to find answers when we are facing problems or question in life. They are like a teacher to us. But not every person could be a good friend. There are some people out there who love to help and give relevant answer as friends and help his friends to achieve success in life, but there are also some “friends” who love to see his friend’s having disasters in his life. Those are the people who do not deserve to have friends in life.

In life did you ever ask your self why do we are easily influenced by our friends? The answer must be no. teenagers are the person who is easily influenced by their friends, but why? Is there any adult trying to advise the wrong things that they are doing? Most of the teenagers who involved in many social problems such as drugs abuse, pre-marital sex and smoking usually are facing problems at home. Teenagers that are facing problems at home such as their parents being divorced and maybe their parents are neglecting them are those who is easily influenced by negative things that their friends are doing. When both their parents are ignoring them, there are no other adult who is going to advise them about their action. This situation will make the teenagers to be dared enough to do all the negative activities. Nowadays we can see many teenagers are brave enough to smoke at public places without feeling scared of the law and the police. If we read the news paper recently, there a lot of stories about young teenagers being caught doing pre-marital sex at hotel or motel or even worst in bushes or any place where they will have the chance to have sex.

Regarding this matter who should be blamed? Is it the parents? Or is it the community? Or is it your friends? Each and every one of them is responsible, but most of the blame will go to Friends and Parents. Parents and friends they are the person that is supposed to be there to advise and guide you to be a better person. Parents as an adult should never neglect their responsibilities to educate their children in becoming a good person. They should always be concerned about what is happening to their children rather then just sit back and wait until there is a complaint about their child. If they have the thought to do that, then the future of their children will never be a success. If their children is involved in such a social problems then it’s already too late to change them. They will only rebel upon what you are saying and doing.

In detrmining who is wrong in this situation, actually friends are the one should be pointed. This is because as friend you should never teach your friends to do all the bad things that will mar your friend life and future. Usually a friend is like a role model in his pal life. As a role model, you are supposed to show a good example so that both your friend and you will benefits it in life. That’s why it is advisable for us to choose a good person as friends in our life so that we could get benefits from the friendship that is build.

In friendship actually there should not be any ranks. We should make friends with people in our life. Ashuman beings who have hearts and brain we can think what is the best for us. It’s not that we can’t be friends with people that have bad social status, yes we can be friends with them. But we must remember that we can’t easily be influenced by them. All the good things that they have you should take as a guide for you to build a better life and what is wrong that they are doing, you should advise them to change. Explain to them what can changes do in life. What can they be if they become a decent person. This way both of you will get the benefits from your friendship. Friends and friendships can bring thousand meanings in our life. They can change a bad person to good and it also can make bad out of good. We need to manage our friendship very well. Think before we do something and don’t just simply follow your emotion.

This article was written to someone who

was one a friend to me...

I'm sorry..

Bukan sindiran, tapi renungkan

Kata-kata untuk kau…

TAHNIAH sebab kau dah dapat apa yg kau nak…
TAHNIAH sebab kau berjaya menyingkirkan seorang sahabat dari hidup kau…
TAHNIAH sebab kau telah berjaya menjadi seorang yang sangat ego…
TAHNIAH kerana kau ni seorang yang adil…
TAHNIAH kerana kau seorang yang arif membuat keputusan…
TAHNIAH sebab keputusan yang kau lakukan tanpa meneliti setiap perinciannye telah menyebabkan ada yang terluka…
TAHNIAH sebab jawapan yang kau berikan hanya memburukan lagi keadaan…

Dan segunung ucapan TAHNIAH kepada kau sebab kau memang seorang yang unik dan sukar untuk difahami. Bukan aku tak mencuba untuk memahami kau, tapi lagi aku mencuba lagi aku rasa kau bukan apa yang aku kenal…

Biar lah bende ni menjadi pengajaran

dan renungan untuk masa hadapan...

A Story to Tell

Since the last 2 years… I’ve made a lot of new friends in my life…
After the tragic incident that I have with my former friends last year, I just can bear anymore to have friends in life. I thought I would never have a chance any more to have friends in my life… I was in trauma after the incident…
But these people came walking to my life when I was “down” They make me feel loved, cared and happy….
These people are my “TRUE FRIENDS”…
Now and forever in my life…

FARAH FATIYAH

Farah fatiyah a.k.a Farah. A charming young lady that is so nice to me. She keeps giving me advices in life so that I wouldn’t get caught up into negative things. She also was the one who were always there to help me and give me support when I have problems in life. She is just someone that I’ve admire so much in my life. I’ve once dream her to be part of my family, but now I guest my dream can never be fulfilled.

SYAHARIAH

Syahariah a.k.a ShaSha. She is a fine young lady that is always full of spirits. She is a person that is so confident in life. It’s such an honor for me to get the chance to know her. She always knows what she wants in life. Her confident has made me so inspired to be like her. Although she’s a girl, but her confident in life make her just in the same level as all the successful man out there.

ELYAS AFIZ

Elyas Afiz a.k.a botak. He’s my best and closest friend. A nice young man, which can be easily approach by any one. Maybe because of his friendliness makes me feel comfortable to be friend with him. We known each other since primary school actually, but back then I was arrogant snobs that never care about anyone around me; so we never talk with each other when we were in primary school. But now he is my best buddy ever. Although he has some bad habits that I don’t like, but I can’t change him so that he’ll be just what I’ve want; it’s a very selfish thing to do. He is also a well mannered person, but sometimes he can be such a pain in the back. But through out my friendship with him, I really respect him for who he is and I really appreciate him as my friend. I would never trade him with anything or asking for other person to replace his place.

FAEZ MAIZA

Faez Maiza a.k.a faez. A really charming person and he’s a really funny young guy that can make you smile. He’s an intelligent person. He’s also a person that has a really hard time to express his feelings about something. He’s a person that is always ready to learn new things in life. He’s a cheerful person and always makes me feels happy. Although we haven’t meet with each other face to face, but my instinct keep telling me that he’s a really nice person.

AHMAD ZAMER ZAHICHI

Ahmad Zamer Zahichi a.k.a zamey. A cool young guy that has all the brains in him and he’s a really humble person. He is an intelligent person, but he’s always humble with what he has. Maybe because of that attitude, it makes me feel comfortable to be friend with him. He amazed me so much because of his humble attitude. Not many people that I know have the same attitude as him. He is also a loyal person. Although there is many young girls out there who keeps drawling on him, but he’s still loyal to his beloved.

LOVE them all a lot....

I GIVE YOU THE ANSWER

you are asking what is life all about????
let me tell you a piece of my mind...

life is something that you have to cherish..

you need to live it as it flow smoothly like a running river...

but sometimes there are huge rocks in the river that keept on your way....

when that happens you need to TRUST on your self and your friends...

so that you wouldn't drowned....

that is all that I want to tell you...

sometimes you fell that I've being backstabbing you...

but wakeup man...

you are my friend..

and she is also my friend....

and it's such a nonsens if i want to back stabb you...

you need to open your eye's n see the true meaning of this friendship....

I wouldn't ask much from you..

It's just enough if you trust me..

and that will be the greatest gift 4 me...

I know her just like when I know you...

you and her are both my best friends...

and I really appriciate our friendship...

but please don't ever put me aside..

a felt like I'm unappriciated...

that's all~

when I'm writting this blog I felt so hurt by your action

and I hope you realised what I've wrote...

Ponteng

Hari ini hari isnin..
sepatutnyew kene sekolah..
but today I skipped school..
hahahahha~
I'm feeling so lazy today...

At first I've planed to go to the library...
tp mcm mane tah tak jadi pulak...
then I went to City square with pika..
*dah mcm bkn budak sekolah dah boleh pegi jalan2 time sekolah...
hahahha~
we had lunch at MACd today..

then jumpew sister pika...
she was so nice..
she was so beautiful..
like her chubby sisiter...

hari nie yg ponteng dgn aku Elyas afiz, aina azman, rabeah dan nurul afiqah



*had a lot of fun today, walaupun tak dapat pegi pepustakaan..

Farah Birthday

Happy birthday kepada Cik Farah...

You've turn 18 alredy..

so jangan nk perasan awak mude lg yew...

Anyway I like to wish you " a very Happy birthday, wishing you all the best and success in life dan semoga dimurahkan rezeki dan hidup dalam keadaan yang sentiasa dicucuri rahmat ilahi"

pas ni aku dah boleh panggil kau "GRAND2"

hahahha~

D'Ainas

huh!!
it was a lot of fun at aina house….
there were a lot of mouth watering food..
and what's important…
I've ate a lot..
and I enjoy myself althouhgh there was a lot of drama happening..

HELP

Lately I felt like I've being hunt by my past...
I don't know why...
and I felt so guilty....
I've tried to tell to all my best friends and close friends..
but I just can't speak it out...

Is it wrong if you are making changes I life?
Is it wrong to just leave your past behind?
If it's not a sin,
why am I feeling so guilty to my self?

All those people that I tried to forget,
kept stepping back into my life...
I just don't want to have anything to do with them,
and if I had done something wrong,
do come and see me...
and we settle this once and for all...
I don't want to feel uneasy with my self,
and please don't ruin my life again.
You guys have your own now right..
so buzz!!! of..

but please leave me alone...
I have a life now..
with all the people that I've cared so much with all my life..

p/s if you guys have any advice please help...