hehehe.. I think I'm going crazy!!! yes! CRAZY! I know i'm crazy before this... but this time seriously I'm feeling beyond that. Since the day he went to further his study, I've been counting days waiting for him to come home, I've been smiling and I feel really happy each time doing it.
So his been in town last week and I went out spending time with him. yeay!!! and It feels really great.
ahhhh.. only god knows how much I miss him, his smile, his appearance, his jokes, his voice and everything about him...
Awwww.. after almost 2 month we've been saperated apart, at last today I'll be going out with my best friend... YEay!!!! erghhhh~ seriously I miss the moments going out with all my best friends.. but years passes so quickly and everyone had change into a new person on their shells of life but deep down my best friend is still inside, the same person that I meet the first time.
Thinking about going out catching a movie and then having steamboat for dinner.. that is what we had plan for today, maybe in the end of the day we'll end up doing other things perhaps..
SERIOUSLY I HOPPING THAT TODAY WILL BE SUCH A GREAT DAY...
Ramadhan has started guys.. 30 days to go.. when talking about Ramadhan I've a lot to share actually, but yet I'm not in the mood to write for now. Just today I'm wishing you guys a very Happy and blessing Ramadhan, let us all find the true meaning of this holy month and hopefully Ramadhan will bring the best in you. SELAMAT BERPUASA semua!
huh~ yup I did say that you need to push all your problems aside till SPM... tp aku x bermaksud nk suruh kau menjadi seorang perahsia... you seem to be avoiding me n HER... WHY???? Have we done anything wrong to you??? It's not fair you are treating us this way... If we done anything that had hurt your Heart... I'm so sorry... but sincerely I really feel that you are pushing us a side...
*I'm so sad about what is happening to us right now... and I'm really hoping that everything will be back to normal soon...
I've been discussing with my parents about my future planing, and they seems to agree with me this time. I think I'm taking a break from life for a year. I feel like walking and exploring the world, going out from the comfort zone I'm in and get to know people from all around. I'll be making the announcement about what I choose on the first day of Syawal. Hopefully, the new year that's gonna start for me ahead is much better and I'll be having no problems in accepting life. to the bitch that I hate so much now.. GO DIE~ you are just a useless piece of plastic that are afraid to face the world and BRAVA for keep on hating and having grudge for your family.
p/s : bitch keep on teeling everyone what I've done because one day you'll be HIT by KARMA bitch.
After a while that I've been dreaming about going out with my favourite idol, at last my dream will come true!!! The story begins like this, Yesterday like I posted on FB I was high with sugar and caffeine, so I didn't go to bed early. It was around 2 a.m in the morning and I was DAMN bored so I pick my phone up and makes prank calls, dhahaha~ (tak ada keje kan). Then this crazy idea came to me, why not I text Shahir. YES SHAHIR!!! so I text abang shahir in middle of the night without hoping anything. Then about 15 minutes later my phone vibrate, the I see there was an incoming message. I never thought it was from shahir and when I opened the message like I was screaming OMG!!! it's shahir, he replied. It has been such a long time since we last talk or sms. I know he has been busy lately with his life and I never expected he still remember me.
so we sms till around 4 a.m in the morning and he invited me to go out for 'Buka Puasa' with him this Ramadhan!! yEAH!!! I'll be meeting my abang soon.. ngeee~ so today I'm extra happy with a big juicy smile on my face!!! can't wait to meet him!!! *nanti I'll post our pictures.. huhuhu~
Monte Carlo a carefree movie.. After almost a month I went to watch the movie only today I got the mood to write about it. But first let me rate it, I gave 4/5 Stars to the movie a big clap for Monte Carlo guys. errkk~ some of you might have been mistaken the Monte Carlo that I'm talking about with the old one right, don't be fooled by the tittle, the one I'm sharing today is Salena Gomez new movie that she acts with Leighton Meester and Katie Cassidy.
It's a sweet romantic and funny teenage love story that took place in Monte Carlo. This movie is about a young women, her uptight step sister and her best friend use their savings for a long anticipated dream trip to paris, which turns out to be a big disappointment. when they decide to take a break fromm their lousy tour and duck into the lobby of a luxury hotel, one of them is mistaken for a spoiled British heiress (Salena Gomez). Before they get the chance to reveal their true identities they are wrapped up in misadventures during a vacation to Monte Carlo instead.
To know what happens to this three beautiful ladie, you guys have to go and watch this movie!! I adore it so so so much... though it's a bit like lIzzie macguire movie and the cheeta girls, but yet Monte Carlo has it own uniqueness that make it interesting!! so go watch!! like right now.. muahahah~
Hye guys, hurmmm what to write ha? I just feel like writing something right now, but I've no idea what to share. I'm in the middle of solving my calculus assignments, errgggghhh~ after so long I haven't done any complicated figure! can you just imagine how hard it is... hahah~ but I'm trying to love the subject from now on ( I have too, even life is like math.. full of problems but there is always a way to solve it) :)
ahhhh~ let me share about a Friend that I miss so much in Kuantan.. she's actually the closest person to me and she has witness all the changes that I gone through in life. Nurul Nadia Ali Akhbar, a.k.a Nadia... I first meet her during my second week in Kuantan, thanks to Meliza (How is meliza now?). That time nadia was having lunch with her friends.
I really never expected that we gonna be such close friends, but Alhamdullilah she was the best friend that I ever had (and there are few others). Although some people are afraid to approach nadia, because some of them think that she was such a snob but I think they are just being judgemental. Never judge the book by the cover lah wehhh~ she is such a sweet and friendly person. Nadia and I usually have this kind of connections where we sometimes can read each other mind!! scary right!! but that is just us.... our friends always wonder what both of us are thinking at times.
Huurrmmmm.. how I miss her so much now. I'm really sorry nadia about what had happened but I promise you that I'll be better person and someone that will achieve his dreams one day ( cehhh~ ayat poyo)! I just can't wait to meet her this Ramadhan!! YEAHHH!!! nak lepas rindu kacau nadia!! :D :D
hahahaha.. It's 5 in the morning and I'm still not a sleep yet. It feels like something is wrong with my body physically and emotionally. I'm not feeling to well but yet I'm not that sick, I'm not happy and but I'm also not that sad. I just can't really define what I'm feeling right now. Luckily my class is at 10 tomorrow, but for sure that I'm gonna be so sleepy the whole day.. ahhhhh~ who cares about me anymore, I've no one that cares about me in the class, hurrmmm how I miss my old classmates now.
uwwww.. by the way, yesterday an old friend of mine added me on one of this social networks.. at first I thought of not approving the request but then I consulted with one of my best friend about the situation, and he suggested me to just approve the request. So I did approved the request, but hell she was not trying to patch things up!!! she was acting as if there is nothing wrong with her and all the fault came from me... SHIT right.. ahhh~ what ever, I never really care about her anymore.
Supposedly my schedule should be pack for the day, classes should start at 8 but I got an assumption for my English class. Dean gave me the permission to be excuse from class from now on. fun right!! :D so from now on I'm officially not going for English anymore... but yet my English need to be polish up so that I'll be prepared for my MUET next year.
GTG now, getting ready to send my cousin to school this morning,
this remind me of getting my driving licence done before the end of this year...
Bila yang tertulis untukku, Adalah yang terbaik untukmu, kan kujjadikan kau kenangan, Yang terindah dalam hidupku,
Namun takkan mudah bagiku, Meninggalkan jejak hidupku, yang tlah terukir abadi, Sebagai kenangan yang terindah.
Okay it has been quite sometimes since my last entry. Trying to make postings everyday but it seems that wouldn't happen for now. Life has been a bit boring lately. I miss my friends back in Kuantan so much, even I keep on seeing and hearing them around me lately. i'm just not in a good mood lately. Been thinking of quitting life for the moment, trying to escape to a new different world where I can carefree. Nice kan if you have the chance to escape life for once, go and freshen up your self and when you step back it's a brand new you.
I admit I did that stupid thing.. and you know what there were always a bad side of me that had being so long kept away... till I have the guts to reveal.. I know it was really a big mistakes that i shouldn't done but have you ever think about growing up without any attention when you really need it?? No right.. because I know that u have a loving family.. even you had gone through times when you can't accept something that is happening in your family.. Things between me and my mum I'm trying to patch it up and I'm back with them.. I really regret it what had happened and I'm trying hard to change.. to let go of all the grudge that I have in me.. But seriously I regret it so much.. but I know there is no need to explain my self when people already hates me.. how hard I try to explain my self, words still going to be twisted by others.. Now I just want to say thank you for being the precious someone who once step in my life... I know after this you wouldn't want to be friend with me anymore.. but yet for me you'll always be a friend to me, What had happened seriously had opened my eyes.. and made me lose all the people that I really LOVE in my life.. and I really hope that I wouldn't lose you... but seriously I'm so sorry with what i had done.. Previously I admit I always compare my self with others.. but now I knew that each and everyone are different and we have our own advantage and disadvantages... it's up to us to make the decision in choosing the path that we are going to walk in life.... and I once choose the wrong path so I've to bear with all that punishment...I regret all the things I did not do when I had the chance. I'm not an angel, I'm not a devil... I don't wish to be everything to everyone, just I admit all of it was a mistake that comes from me . It's funny because when you do something right, no one remembers. But when you do something wrong, no one forgets. If you don't like me, there’s nothing I can do. Nobody really knows how much anybody else is hurting and felt a big lost in life just because he is accepting his mistakes and try to change into someone better. Real loss only occurs when u lose something that u love more than yourself and I'm facing it now. I wish dreams were wishes & wishes came true .....
My new life story had just begun yesterday and I'm not all excited about it. I don't know why, maybe I started at the wrong side of life.. phewww~ but still trying to fit in. The new course is extremely though for me, can you just imagine from mass communication I took the risk to enter engineering. GAS ENGINEERING.
I meet with all the new classmates and there is no girls in my class. awwww~ no more gossips friends to be with, overall I think I'm gonna have some issue with some of them MAYBE. but seriously I'm trying to fit my self IN you ollss, just need some time perhaps..
So today I skipped my orientation, thanks to my mum and her friend. She pick me up at 10 and we went for breakfast then go straight back home. I'm going out with her this evening, don't know where she's going to bring us for dinner. owhhhh... btw, I'm not staying inside the university hostels!!! YEAY!!! so life is much easier.. every day my parents will send me to class.. huhuhu...
okay that's all for now, I'll write more when I feel like writting soon... :p
A week has passed by and I think I'm collecting my self back. Things that had happened in the past seriously gave a big impact on me and yet I'm still traumatized by it. I hoping that I'll be a better person in the future plus I need to work hard to get my lovelies back....
I miss them so much though...
haih~ this is what we call life, every single person that is living will make mistakes that gonna make them a better person in the future. But sometimes once we made a mistake in our life, people will forever remember your mistake. But what else can we do? It's our mistake... so just accept all the PUNISHMENT!!!
hahahah~ lama dah tak update, where to start... owh yeay my class has started for this sem.. I'm now officially in Sem 3... yeahhh!!!! It feels so awesome okay... and to add all the good news at last!!! this sem I got juniors... my Juniors are all so gorgeous!!! of course I'm much more gorgeous then them... hahaha~ *perasan sangat kan...
but I really like them so so much... like like~ classes for this sem aren't that pack, owh!! I got swimming class for this sem and it sucks!! darnnn~~~ as for the classmates, macam biasalah kami.... faham-faham lah ye..
tah la malas dah nak tulis.. I'll write more latter okay.. xoxo...
arrrggghhh~ I just can't sleep... my wisdom tooth is killing me so badly and it sucks! It is so sucks when you have tooth ache, like you can't do anything... I hate that kinda felling!!! so what to do when you can't sleep?? I went and have a visits at my video's collections, and all the sudden my hand clicked on the video about my previous assignments in Public speaking class last semester. It was a video that I've made for my speech to inform and it was about my closes friends in Kuantan.
When I watch the video tonight, I fell like crying... Why things lately do not seems like before... How all of us has changed and moved on with our own life now... although each and everyone of us had achieve something during this semester but yet still, why do things have to be this way. I hope that our friendship will last guys.. I'm really hoping on that...
aiyooo... my tooth seriously is sucking all my mood out... I've no mood to write anymore right now. I'll get back to you guys soon ok..
Hye guys. I'm so so sleepy today because I didn't get enough sleep last night. My tooth hurt and the pain is killing me... arghhhhhh~ It's so painful ok!! So when I woke up this morning, I called my dentist and make an appointment to meet her today and she said that I can come over today . Plus it's time already for me to do my regular checkup at the dentist . It has been almost six month since my last visit to the dentist .
So after I had my breakfast, went to the dental clinic. when I arrived at the clinic there were only one patient that is seeing the doctor today, so I registered my self at the counter and soon after that I meet the dentist already. After she had done an examination on what is happening inside my mouth, she looked and smile at me. she said that my wisdom tooth is growing, that's why mouth swollen.
so she gave me an anti-biotic and some pain killers so that I won't be in pain. By this monday if the pain is still killing me, I'm going to undergo a minor operation so that my wisdom tooth can grow easily without any pain.
The moral of the story today, hayoooo~ people, wisdom tooth if it's growing, you gonna be in pain ok... so prepare your self.. I already fell the pain people and serious shit I hate it.
Uwwww... It has been weeks since teacher's day past, and you know what only now I've the time to write a little something for my teachers.. miahahahah~ *kejam sangat kan...
Teacher's day is being celebrated every year here in Malaysia. It has been like a tradition for the people here. Teacher's day is a day to remeber all of the sacrifices that our tewacher's has made for us... So guys who was your FEV teacher during your school year?? I know all of you ought to have a teacher that is really close to you right. :D
For me during my school year. there were a list of teachers that I'm closed to, and they are:
Cikgu Hjh. Zaini
the list are my most closes teachers during the schooling time... but yet I still LOVE the others too.. miahahah~ ok lah Happy Teacher's day my Fabulous people. Hopefully I'll make you guys proud one day. Insyaallah.. :D
Hye guys, how are you?? huh~ I went to watch Water for elephant yesterday at Cathay Ciniplex, City Square. When there with Aizat, actually the plan of going out yesterday was to have coffee with him at Starbuck. We didn't exactly planed to catch a movie just all the sudden we feel like watching one. :D
So we decided to watch Water For Elephant. A romantic LOVE story staring Robert Pattinson as Jacob Jankowski and Reese Wtherspoon as Marlena Rosenbluth. I really adore the movie so much!!! The two couple are so sweet... Although the storyline is a bit similar to Taitanic, but yet Water for Elephant is a must watch movie for those who love romantic movies. It is worth of every penny spent to watch the movie... If want to rate the movie I'll give 4 stars out of 5... :D
For more info about the movie, you guys can go to this link...
ok guys this is my classmates MC110 part 2A... We have been together since we were in semester 1 , a lot of ups and downs we had been gone through together as a class. Although most of the time we do quarel and fight among each other but that is the key to our close bonding now guys. Seriously I will miss you guys if anything odd to happen... LOVE YA ALL...
If not mistaken, I've been updating my blogs for the past few days... but it seems that the post had disappear, what happened actually? what I can remember is, last night I tried to update my blog but I can't get the access to blogger due to some maintainer issue . Then early in the morning today, when I was reading some of my friends blog, I noticed that some of the posting in my blog are missing... I thought it was only for temporary, maybe it was the effect from the maintainer issue that blogger is having.. but till this noon, when I checked my blog again, yet the post still wasn't there... aiyooo pening kepala fikir apa jadi..
Anyway I'll update my blog again soon ok guys...
I miss writing so much, it has been a while since I shared a piece of story about what is happening in my life. Today I would like to write about a friend, an old friend that I've meet during "Kem cuti sains MRSM" when I was in form 4. He is a really nice quite person, so contra from who I am but yet he's one of the best friend that a person would really want to have.
This is my friend, his name is Afif. He is one of the few other friends that I knew during I was in MRSM. Pfft~ how I miss MRSM so much. Currently Afif is studying at UTM skudai and he has been here in Johor for almost 1 Year already.
Since the first day he came to Johor, I didn't get the chance to meet him due to my 'hectic' schedule. What a bad friend I am. :p but, 2 days before he went back to kulim kedah, I got the chance to meet him and ask him out for dinner. We went to banafe with Teera and then we spent sometimes loitering at Singgah Selalu.
Although I think he was a bit awkward meeting me after such along time since we meet face to face with each other, but I hope he had a great evening after all. Seriously if I was been given the chance to hangout with him again, I'll plan something interesting to do with him so that he'll enjoy it.
ok lah malas nak tulis dah. Penat sebab petang tadi I went out shopping.
p/s: seriously dude you are a good friend and I hope our friendship will last forever. :D
This year Malaysia is celebrating the 52-years of independence. Malaysia was officially declared as an independent country on Saturday, 31st of August 1957. The most interesting thing about Malaysia trying to get its independence was there was no one died during this journey. We achieve our independence with a lot of tolerance, comprehension and understanding between the people of the country form and the ruler that time, not like all the other Asian country such as Indonesia where there were so many deaths in their struggle to achieve their independence. Although our country is a multi racial country which has many unique races such Iban and Kadazan and the dominant races such as Malays, Indians and Chinese, but they had being working to gather to achieve our independence. But people nowadays especially teenagers have forgotten all about the hardship that our ancestors have to face just to get our independence. How they were fighting and struggle just to achieve our national independence. They are forgetting the most important history about our country that gives us the power to rule the country on our own without the help of other imperial powers. This is one of the most serious issues that our country is facing. But recently, statistics shows that not only they are forgetting about The History of our country, they are also forgetting about our Rukun Negara. What they have been doing or thinking until they forget the one of the most important things that a Malaysian should know. Have they lost their own national identity? Who is responsible in this situation?
Rukun Negara is one of the most important components for a country. Like our Rukun Negara, it was first being declared and written on the first day of our independence. In the Rukun Negara content all the important things that as Malaysian we should know. Our Rukun Negara is one of the most complete and had being approved world wide. Why is it people are forgetting about our History and Rukun Negara? Especially teenagers nowadays. Even though they don’t know the history about how Malaysia got its independence, but at least basics things such as our national songs and our Rukun Negara should always sticks in their head. If we still can remember what had happened in 2007, where our country was celebrating its 50th anniversary, the country was being shocked by tragic news where a Malaysian was insulting the National Song ‘Negaraku’ in the internet. Shockingly it was a Malaysian and he was only a teenagers that was braved enough to insult his own country. Why is this situation happening? The answer is simple; because he never learns about his own country’s history and he never understand deeply about the Rukun Negara. If he really understands about our Rukun Negara he wouldn’t do such things that he did.
That is why the Rukun Negara is really important for us Malaysian’s. We will understand more about our country if we really understand the history of our country and it’s Rukun Negara. Nowadays the teenagers are taking easy about this matter. They don’t even bother to know about it. From what I’ve read only about 35% of the teenagers in this country really knows and understand about the Rukun Negara. Where is the other 65%? Is it for them our Rukun Negara is just a piece of joke? That’s why nowadays we can see that many teenagers are involved in many social problems. Lacking of understanding about our Rukun Negara maybe one of the main reasons why this is happening. If they really understand what is stated in our Rukun Negara, they wouldn’t dare to do such things. It is already clearly stated in the Rukun Negara that as a Malaysian we should follow all the rules and regulation that has being stated in our country. That’s why if the teenagers in this country really put their heart and soul into the National Commandment many social problems that the teenagers are facing nowadays can be avoided. This has been one of the teenage angst in our country lately. Can you just imagine what will happen to the country in the next 15 years, where the teenager doesn’t even know what our Rukun Negara is? The country will lose its identity and the future leaders will be lacking of its own national identity. Every country needs it own Rukun Negara to ensure that the country runs smoothly.
To all the teenagers out there, I hope that you guys will always remember how important is the history of our country and the Rukun Negara and how it can help all of us to build up our identity as a true Malaysian. If we really understand about the Rukun Negara, we wouldn’t have the hearts to make shame of our country anymore. By understanding the Rukun Negara it could help the country to produce a community that will live in peace and harmony with a lot of tolerance to avoid misunderstanding in life. The Rukun Negara also will ensure the rights of each person that leave in Malaysia. As a Malaysian we have our own rights in this country. That’s why we should understand our Rukun Negara to ensure that we know what we should get from this country. We wouldn’t be discriminated if we really understand what is stated in our Rukun Negara. And for the teenagers out there if you guys really put all your soul and heart into the Rukun Negara, it will help you to become a person that is full of discipline and always follow all the rules that has being stated in this country. To ensure that Malaysia will always preserve its own identity, we as the teenagers and the future leaders in this country should know our history and Rukun Negara really well. If we do take serious consideration about this matter Malaysia will always have its own unique identity, and our country will be recognized all over the world. Teenagers in this country should play their roles in making this dream a reality.
huh... it has been so so so long since my last post... like ahh miss my blog so much.. I'm in Kuantan already and I think things has been GOOD lately... The new year has kick in and I've a lot of new wishes that I hope I'll achieve by the end of 2011.. insyaallah...
Class has started and I think I'm going to be fine this sem in my class... I've 7 subjects for this sem and I hope that I'll do great with that 7 subjects!!! urghhh... Miss ema is still teaching me for BEL260 this sem.. adore her so much.. she's nice.. TRUST ME!!! then I have a new line of lecturers that is going to be teaching me this sem.. and the most excited part is en.Faez is teaching me this sem.. huhuhu... although I can't get along very well with him, but I have this felling that things going to be interesting...
I've wrote something about my class duriing BEL260 and miss ema love it very much. It is actually what I'm hoping from my classmates for this new year.. ngeee~
I didn't have chance to hang out with my fellow BFF in kuantan.. being so hectic handling my class and my house.. sorry ye kawan2 nanti free kita jumpe.. ngeee~
I think that's all for now.. I'll update more later ok..